I had epilepsy as a child a fall on the ice last year brought it back. I have grand mal seizures, and they have frightened my entire family. I take nine pills a day. One for my thyroid. 5 for the epilepsy and 3 for depression. I can no longer do anything by myself. I can't go anywhere by myself. The depression is only getting worse. I get b shots and take iron. Then there is the puffers. I am so tired of medications. I'm tired of the pain and no answers. I'm only coming up on 40 and my body is 40 years ahead of me. I feel like I have lost my life. My boyfriend is afraid to take me fishing anymore. I'm the youngest person in the doctors office…in more than one doctors office. I'm tired of not having control of my life. I am desprate to get my life back. I just wish it didn't have to mean more pills, but I want my life back. I'm terrified that I will have a seizure while having sex? I pray I never do. Desprate for help and a cure where Doctors have failed.