At mo suffering with major depression. the last 2 years have been a nightmare. i had a manic episode last year and was hospitalised (1st time ever experienced mania) and now in major depression. was hospitalised a few months ago as i got to a point hwere i was maasively suicidal. i also was diagnosed with fibromyalgia about 9 years ago which causes me constant pain and i feel like ive been run over by a truck every day. my brain actually doesnt work – i cant think and find it very hard to concentrate. im 26 and all my friends are engaged or moving abroad living their lives and ive been literally housebound watching the world go by for like 2 years now. i have no career as can barely hold a job down and just dont see the point of living.
i also have major codependency issues and food addiction and from what ive been researching on net i think i have add and borderline personality. i was told i had polycistic ovaries and to cut sugar out my diet so all i do is eat sugar….